Monday, March 31, 2014

A Rotten Samaritan

     A rotten Samaritan is a direct translation from Chinese words which its meaning is someone who being over helpful until he or she forgets about themselves. They are always afraid of troubling people and therefore, they will do everything by themselves. They will hardly ask help from others. But if others asked for help, he or she will still help regardless how busy are they, they will hide their feeling no matter sad or angry. You may call them stupid, but still they happily exist in this society.

     If there are no such people, no rotten Samaritan, the world may simply go crazy. Because these are the people who always absorb and accept the rubbish that people throw. Listen and console others when they are sad, help when others almost give up, to motivate when someone is deeply in desperation. The Samaritan always help others. But where do they go when they are in need?? to another Samaritan? No...as they always afraid to share their problems with others, they will not want others to hear their sad story because to them sharing negative thought is a bad karma.

     Therefore, what they can do is just slowly find a way or a place to release their tension and stress. Find a dark corner and cry. These people are strong, they will get recover by themselves fast. There will be 2 sides on every human being as usual: the angel and the devil. In these rotten Samaritan, the angel will always win, because karma will protects these people. It will not let this amazing people live in despair.

     Just like a clown, even though it is his job to cheer people up, but he is not necessarily need to be that cheerful, he just need to wear that persona when he works as a clown. When the working hours end, he takes off the persona and live like a normal human being. No matter how sad he is on that day, the power of recovery lies within, he will find that way to get rid of negative emotion.

     Inside my mind, there is always an innocent and cheerful me, but the pressure of society somehow force it to stay inside peacefully, until I go for a holiday....I release~~~~~~Weeee~~~

    

Monday, March 24, 2014

MH370 confirmed crashed.

     The whole world is sad when we received confirmation of news of MH370 crashed into the southern Indian Ocean. In the so many days of searching, they always reply reporters' question by saying that no confirmation and no proves found and therefore they could not reveal much information out.

     However, what has make Najib to confirm the plane crashed and all passengers and crews are dead when they only received the data from the satellite without even finding a single body? They seriously confirmed? Or is just they are tired of searching it after 17 days.

     Because of this tragedy, most people are sad but at the same time, most country are laughing at the ways Malaysia government handle this issue. One of the great example will be the Raja Bomoh ceremony in KLIA where he predicts the flight is safe by just looking through some fruits like coconut. When the whole world is tension and worried about people's lives, why at the first place they appear and grab the attention? or maybe their appearance are just trying to chill the situation.

     After 17 days, did our government get tired of searching and therefore simply conclude the plane crashed and then end the rescue mission? Maybe our resources are not enough?

     As last time there is one same encounter of France flight went missing as well, however, they only managed to find it after 2 years. I really wonder will the searching force continue the mission or just call it off.

     Sometimes I prefer to believe the Raja Bomoh, at least we can still keep a hope that the flight is safe and will be back soon. By believing so, at least we are keeping our mind positive and sending good signal to the universe in order to bring back our MH370. Amitabha~

Monday, March 17, 2014

been years~~

     It's has been 6 years that i'm a vegetarian. Every time when people asked do I actually miss eating meat, I hesitated and answered "No". Well, I can only answer No not because i'm not attracted by meat but rather if I answered Yes, I will feel extremely guilty. Somehow by saying No actually keep me resist from eating meat as well.

     However, after so long of being a vegetarian, I did not actually lost weight but rather keep gaining weight. Last week, I consulted a Chinese sensei. On the first second I sat in front of her, she started to point out most of my sickness without me telling her how I feel. She suggested me to drink beef soup so I can have enough iron in my body as I have Anaemia. But my problem is I'm a vegetarian. The moment she heard I said the word vegetarian, she started to scold me why I did not take good care of my body. She warns me if I keep continue with this diet, I will have many illness coming soon.

     After a day, I started to think and would like to give it a try on meat just to see any changes on my health. Therefore, I went to McD and ordered a box of nuggets. I don't know why I couldn't taste anything on it. The nuggets were tasteless for me. Is my taste bud still okay?

     How if my taste bud is just tired of being tasting meat? Just like now human sometimes tired of their job. Could we actually just escape from it? Could the body cell just go apoptosis because it is tired of working? sometimes we are just used to hide ourselves from problems, we do not want to face it, we tell our brain that we are totally fine. The brain will then signal our nerve and release hormone to the body to calm ourselves down. Is this a process of self-cheating? I would said yes, once a human constantly treat own self that way, It will affect the body system tremendously, the hormone imbalance will show on the face when the pimples pop up usually. However, to the most serious part, a person may burst into depression.

     Everyone usually likes to say, just release it out, tell somebody your problem, go for holiday...so easy meh.....I still think talk to myself is better, even though it may sound creepy, but I  think this is the not bad thing to do. Today I learned the topic "how to increase self-esteem" in Interpersonal communication class, the first thing is we must attack the self-destructive belief, we must start to believe in ourselves that we are actually good, responsible of our own, we have to believe that we are special. The main key is to be positive. Let just try.

    

Monday, March 10, 2014

Be appreciated to our public transportation~

     Everyday when I take bus, I will get to see many different types of behaviour walking down the streets. To me, public transport is my one and only transportation mode and it is very important for me not to miss the right timing to get into the bus. Therefore, every time when I see a bus, I will run as fast as I could to reach and get board. However, there are always people who don't really show how much they need the bus, instead, they would blame the bus not to wait for them.

     Every time before the day I go out, I will plan the next day outing as in what time shall I get ready to out so that I will be on time and be punctual to reach my destination. To reach my Uni, I will need to allocate two hours at least. If I am lucky, I just need one and a half hour to reach to Uni. Many do not understand why I need such a long time as I need to inter-transit for three times, some will even ask why I look so tired, or some will say I am lucky as I do not have to stuck in a jam and wasting time to find parking. Actually we as public transportation users, do have our own problem as well. When the bus did not follow the original route, we will need to stop further and walk back to our destination. When the bus came late, we will be affected as well as we do not know exactly what time the bus will reach. When the bus is full of passengers, the bus driver may not even stop and pick you up regardless how long have you been waiting. When we were stuck in the bus, and the bus is stuck in the jam, to those standing passengers, we may have to stand for hours before we get home. Everyone has their own problem, so we must be considerate to everyone.

     However, I do appreciate our public transport even though their service might not be consistently good. But still, some other country might not providing public transportation to its own citizens. Therefore, I think everyone should show some appreciation or at least show some simple and basic manner when taking public transportation. Sometimes I feel so sorry to those driver when I see passengers make fun of them. If you want to take stop the bus, please raise your hand and stop the bus but not just stand at the bus stop and expect it to stop for you. When the bus stops for you, please walk faster to get into the bus, do not let everyone in the bus to wait for you. You may not know your few seconds of slow walk may caused others late for interview or to meet boss. When you want to take bus, please be alert on bus that pass by. Don't blame the bus if you are the one not paying attention. When you want to get down at the next bus stop, press the bell once, don't make the driver angry by keep pressing the bell. Before you enter the LRT, please let the passengers to come out before you go in. If you see someone in need to be seated, please stand out and let them sit. Don't pretend that you can't see or you are sleeping.

     I do believe in karma, if you want others to treat you well, you must treat others well too. As this universe understand what signal you have sent out and it will return the same to you. I have started to thank the bus driver every time when I get down from the bus. I respect bus drivers, public transporter because if they do not exist, I will not be able to go to my Uni and get education.

     Thanks to the existence of public transport.

     Pray for MH370, wish everyone well.

Monday, March 3, 2014

Jam for what??? I don't get it???

     Have you ever stuck in a jam for no reason? Not that there is accident, roadblock or malfunctioned traffic light. LOL, sounds like Malaysia's traffic very horrible. Yes, it is!! (Opps, I still love Malaysia! Yes, I believe I do la~)

     There have been a few times I stuck in a jam for around 30 minutes then suddenly the traffic turn super smooth in the middle of the road. If you said there is an accident occur on the opposite direction road, I will understand the reason of congestion as Malaysians do have very high curiosity and love to observe what is happening around. I will also believe if I happened to see police blocking the road to be bottleneck for spot check or maybe the traffic light broken down and people busy showing "KIASU" attitude to prove who is a better driver on the road.

     All the above mentioned reasons are absolutely normal in Malaysia, but I really don't understand how can the congestion happen in the middle of highway and suddenly turn smooth when at one point of the road. Is there any invisible shield forcing the drivers to drive slowly? or so coincidentally everyone is so sleepy so they drive super slow until the seconds that they get bored of driving slow then only they step on the accelerator?

     Anyhow, I feel that if you are on the road, please be considerate to others and drive properly. Give proper signal (LOL, especially to the male drivers, don't always think female drivers sucks la~some drive very pro also, I'm one of the example. Hahahahaah!), don't drink and drive, don't so busy body look around but focus in front and hold steering properly.  Life is important, cherish it!